April is here now.

sooooo. its April now. a brand new month. well. last week, we had our Science & Maths Fair. its a huge success for me, Siti & Marissa. we get compliments. actualy, that fair is a competition. but we don't really care. my classmates did join too. its super fun. it will be in my favourite moment for 2012. ok. i saw Azmi yesterday as i passed by his house. and suddenly, i miss him. well. i miss talking to him actualy. i want to be friend with him again. like before. before me & him get in relationship. thats all i want. ohya. THE BEST PART OF THAT SC & MATHS FAIR IS FJ WIPE HIS HAND ON MY APRON> SO FUCKING ROMANTIC :3

when March start.

aku begaduh dgn F lagi. untuk kali ke-4. sigh. aku geram dgn dia tu. aku suka dia. tapi aku lah dia takda perasaan dgn aku. dia suka dgn perempuan lain. tu dah cukup buat aku sakit hati. tapi aku tahan. bila dia buat aku rasa macam spare part, aku terus aku marah je. aku nak dia paham perasaan aku. cukupla isu ni timbul masa aku dgn Ken dulu. oh, beckap pasal Ken. ada sorg budak yg sma tusyen dgn aku mmg serupa dgn Ken. Perangai dia, ketawa dia, cara bejalan, sama kurus. aduh! dia buat aku nak jadi dia.

the new family member


heiya! kakak aku dah beranak. baby girl ooo. berat dia 3.85kg. berat kan? nama dia Carabelle Vera Ita. comel sangat-sangat ;)

the end of us :')

ok. aku & Ken dah break ;< sedih mmg la sedih tp aku yg bwk. aku tak ready untk serious dlm relationshp. lgpun, dia mcm kurang lyn aku. bila aku msj pnjang lebar, dia reply sedepa je. pastu, dia jarang kata 'i love you' kat aku. dari bulan 10 thn lepas dia dah mula berubah. aku tak tau aphl. aku sygkn dia tp, dia mcm tak sygkn aku. dari aku menderita, bgus aku lepaskn saja. aku tak tau la mcm mana perasaan dia msa aku lafazkn prktaan 'break' haritu. tp perasaan aku mmg ada perasaan sedih, kecewa & lega. bukn aku tak sudi nak jd kapel dia tp, aku tau dia deserve pmpuan yg lebh bgus dari aku. Ken, thank you for everything. i must go on eventhough without you.

me and shanen

salus's wedding

okayyyy. the wedding is a big success for my family. and i am proud of my dad for making it a success. i was the bridesmaid. ika the ring bearer. and willington. thanks to everybody. and ken was coming to my house and enjoy the party. he's okay. and he brought his cute cousin which i paired with lydia. fiwitsssss. hahaha. and i can see my parents joyfulness tears. i understand their feeling. and its a big relief seeing their daughter marrying her love. and i wish that one day, i could do way better thatn her. i believe.

salus's wedding

okayyyy. he wedding is a big success for my family. and i am proud of my dad for making it a success. i was the bridesmaid. ika the ring bearer. and willington. thanks to everybody. and ken was coming to my house and enjoy the party. he's okay. and he brought his cute cousin which i paired with lydia. fiwitsssss. hahaha. and i can see my parents joyfulness tears. i understand their feeling. and its a big relief seeing their daughter marrying her love. and i wish that one day, i could do way better thatn her. i believe.

a new start.

ohyeah. dah start sekolah dah and aku FORM 5 yo! sik terasa dah masuk senior year. senior la gilak aku tok -.- so, aku kinek dah ok ok ngan Z. nya pun ada tego aku. nya sepatah, aku jawab sepatah ayat. gk belum biasa bertegur. salus kawin 21.01 tok. and ehem ehem, aku jadi pengapit nya. wehewww. ah well ;} and baju aku kaciok wooo. so aku kinek perlu putihkn kulit sbb pengantin laki & pmpuan and pengapit laki puth. aku sorang jak ses jadg penht ta. hahaha. AND, AKU HARAP KEM ORIENTASI PENGAKAP LEKAK CNY.