the new family member

heiya! kakak aku dah beranak. baby girl ooo. berat dia 3.85kg. berat kan? nama dia Carabelle Vera Ita. comel sangat-sangat ;)

the end of us :')

ok. aku & Ken dah break ;< sedih mmg la sedih tp aku yg bwk. aku tak ready untk serious dlm relationshp. lgpun, dia mcm kurang lyn aku. bila aku msj pnjang lebar, dia reply sedepa je. pastu, dia jarang kata 'i love you' kat aku. dari bulan 10 thn lepas dia dah mula berubah. aku tak tau aphl. aku sygkn dia tp, dia mcm tak sygkn aku. dari aku menderita, bgus aku lepaskn saja. aku tak tau la mcm mana perasaan dia msa aku lafazkn prktaan 'break' haritu. tp perasaan aku mmg ada perasaan sedih, kecewa & lega. bukn aku tak sudi nak jd kapel dia tp, aku tau dia deserve pmpuan yg lebh bgus dari aku. Ken, thank you for everything. i must go on eventhough without you.

me and shanen

salus's wedding

okayyyy. the wedding is a big success for my family. and i am proud of my dad for making it a success. i was the bridesmaid. ika the ring bearer. and willington. thanks to everybody. and ken was coming to my house and enjoy the party. he's okay. and he brought his cute cousin which i paired with lydia. fiwitsssss. hahaha. and i can see my parents joyfulness tears. i understand their feeling. and its a big relief seeing their daughter marrying her love. and i wish that one day, i could do way better thatn her. i believe.

salus's wedding

okayyyy. he wedding is a big success for my family. and i am proud of my dad for making it a success. i was the bridesmaid. ika the ring bearer. and willington. thanks to everybody. and ken was coming to my house and enjoy the party. he's okay. and he brought his cute cousin which i paired with lydia. fiwitsssss. hahaha. and i can see my parents joyfulness tears. i understand their feeling. and its a big relief seeing their daughter marrying her love. and i wish that one day, i could do way better thatn her. i believe.

a new start.

ohyeah. dah start sekolah dah and aku FORM 5 yo! sik terasa dah masuk senior year. senior la gilak aku tok -.- so, aku kinek dah ok ok ngan Z. nya pun ada tego aku. nya sepatah, aku jawab sepatah ayat. gk belum biasa bertegur. salus kawin 21.01 tok. and ehem ehem, aku jadi pengapit nya. wehewww. ah well ;} and baju aku kaciok wooo. so aku kinek perlu putihkn kulit sbb pengantin laki & pmpuan and pengapit laki puth. aku sorang jak ses jadg penht ta. hahaha. AND, AKU HARAP KEM ORIENTASI PENGAKAP LEKAK CNY.

my new curly hair ;)

christmas 2011

yooo wazap. haritok 25.12.2011 tapi sumpah aku madah, AKU NANG SIKDA MOOD CHRISTMAS! haritok aku jalan ngan aunty yet, uncle ajan & anak sidak, uyut. biarla family aku ngabang. boooooringggg. malas nak ngabang. dahla ken sikda sitok. nya balit kampung. urgh! nang bosan lah aku cuti tahun tok. cumatime pergi kuching jak best. fulamak! time pergi kuching nang BEST GILERRRRR!dapat jumpa nenek, cousin, dapat lawat Muzium. yang paling best, cousin aku tido sambil megang tangan aku. hahaha lawak ehhh. i miss that time ;<

Papa Grinch

apuuuu. dah maok sebulan aku sikda jumpa Ken. i miss him ;< aku sayang nya lalu. lalalalalala. meluah perasaan kejap ngan Blog jap. hahaha. tapi nang bena la. ok. sebenarnya aku nak taip pasal christmas spirit. sigh. aku rasa christmas spirit aku dah hilan. dah lenyap. maok tauk apahal? well, Christmas Parade hariya aku sik jadi join sebab hujan. dahla sikpat jalan time ya, sikpat tengok concert dak GMB & Samson ;< kakya aku miss Christmas Bazaar kena dady aku. rasa malas jak nak nyambut christmas. sigh. dear Papa Grinch. thanks suining my christmas spirit ;/

happy ending.

kakak aku ngandung 6 bulan dah kinek. due date perut nya 27.Feb.2012. aku nangis hariya sebab aku sik sangka kami sekeluarga akan terima hal kedak tok. tapi, aku tauk. semua tok ada hikmah. aku cayak Tuhan sentiasa berik kebaikan ke atas semua benda yang terjadi. so, thankyou Lord (;